I look down with my tear stained face Do I walk away and let you be Or do I dig with my fingers,dig a grave to lay beside you my dear and wrap your bony fingers in my icy ones Or do I leave you be my darling?do I let you sleep?even though the night will settle upon my flesh and eat me like acid once I step aside and let you be covered. The dirt will be the lucky one..it will be able to touch you for eternity,at first your flesh..dotted with freckles and uncertinity,and your lips as they have dried with your secrets. Then it would carress your finebones,bones no other has touched except God when he molded you effortlessly and dropped you in my lap However now my lap has grown tired and weak,you do not sit on it anymore.You do not exist