I wish I knew why I stay here, knowing that I should've quit a long time ago, should've thrown that ***** towel in and taken off for someplace else.
And yet, maybe I've drawn the line here, maybe gotten sick of packing up and moving on whenever the urge takes me to be a nomad again.
In the same vein though, God what a good feeling it is to just pack up an take off into the sunset or sunrise, depending, either way it's the freedom of starting over that I know I'm addicted to.
So many times I've needed to just collect whomever I'm in love with at the time and burn off into the night with nothing but a hope to act as navigator toward the future.