i will learn to live in this dry & arid environment where even the most precious memories dissolve into the dust storms. my name will not be burned into the sides of mountain, nor will hearing my name sting you like touching a saguaro cactus your waist will not burn days later, having nothing to do with the natural sun waves & everything to do with my touch. fires will travel up my spine and down my veins like a nest of fire ants, yet they will fade, like the promises between us. i could lose you so easily, because your friendship is as fleeting as a coyote yet you decide to make me your prey. even so, it's an honor to have you say my name in the very state i dreamed about seeing four years ago.