Because money is a problem for me
it isn't easy coming like these dudes with drinks.
Partying every night while I'm struggling.
Sleeping, counting how much I have left and wondering
Is it enough for me
If there's a emergency
Or will  the doctors turn me away because I didn't bring the bread with me.
So I do what I have to
to stay above water.
Because life is a sinking titanic
I'm in the water and its make it harder
there's only one door which is pragmatic.
Who's to say you will survive.