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Dec 2014
There is no difference
Between two years ago
Etching deep tracks in my skin
With a blade solid to the touch
Smelling of bitter metal
Joined soon with the similar reek
Of the most ancient of sacrifices
Welling from my split skin
And me tonight—as I pound out these words
On a battered laptop
It smells of nothing so much as dust and heated plastic
Yet it is the same

We all come to the point of letting go
Yet in our naivety we hold on
And in this battle with ourselves
Wounds are inflicted
Whether the choking upsurge of our bellies
Or the stinging springs hiding in the corners of our eyes
Or an oft-used blade tearing flesh
Worst of all—the wreckage of a soul
The battering of all things held dear
And yet we fight too much
Not to force the pain out
But to embrace it closer

There is nothing natural in this quest
To sink the talons of agony
Ever deeper in our hearts
Shake a burr loose
Yes then burn it to ash
But cling tight to smothering misery
The truth is that we’d hold to anything
Rather than face the storm outside
And see the past washed away
Yet while the storm may have no mercy
It has no malice
Nature is ever washed clean by the downpour

So we grow up and let go
And we see that emptiness
Isn’t always so bad
Augustine Raymond Harmon
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   Summer Jackson, --- and ---
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