For a silly moment
I felt like it was truly
real
I was happy
In this doltish second
everything had stopped
because
I was afraid
For the next moments too
my mouth was a fountain
of truth
and nobody
Not an eye in the stage
could hear
the golden candor
or see the hands of open scars
They shied away from
my literal thoughts
and my honest heart
because they really don't understand
That's alright
It's okay
I could never in a billion eons expect
for anyone
With a PhD in love
or friendship
or psychology
or the human mind
to understand in even the slightest
form
So I am sorry for spurting
Sincerity that you were not
prepared for
I'm truly sorry that I let you love
a person who will forever be
all alone