You left feeling shameful, with a fist full of regrets you hope to put to rest. I bid my time dreaming up things I wish that would last. Because what do I do when all hope has passed? Tell me where to go when I'm the one on my hands and knees begging for a sign to help me find my way home again. I am lost, praying not to be found. You bid your time wearing guilt as a mask. While I sit and ponder on the past, your words play over and over again like a broken record. Off key. Out of tune. I am lost.