Each time I approach the door handle, she climbs onto my back, almost choking me with her bony hands, reminding me of the control that I lack. And as the day progresses, she whispers her commands into my ear, repeating them again and again, just in case I didn't hear. Each time I open my mouth, she threatens to explode, for she fears that I will forget that my body is merely her abode I am to nurture her and keep her happy, even if it kills me for if i don't, i fear she will send me plummeting backwards, like a ball from a golf tee. Only when I close my eyes each evening, does she hop off my back with an almighty heave and I sigh with relief as I say goodnight to my unwanted visitor who I fear will never leave