You tell me you love me one second then the next you want a divorce I"m so confused how do you really feel? Do you hate me deep within but try to love me or love me deep with in and try not to hate me? I don't know. All of this because of meds that I am on. You call me a drug addict here's the thing only one of them is what you could consider a potential addictive drug. The rest are not. I have medical conditions that need treated Lord how I wish I did not. Bipolar, migraines, chronic pain. I wish you understood instead of getting mad. I know it's frustrating trust me it is for me too. Why? Why me? Why can't I make you understand? Why can't I be normal? Why? Well I must deal with what I have been dealt I guess and pray you understand one day and don't go through with a divorce. I love you more than you'll ever know. Please forgive me. Love you forever and always. Your wife.