I need to stop thinking about the boy who only craves someone's touches Stop caring about the girls he flirts with and how he sent the same message to not just me The fact that my parents fall apart doesn't give me an excuse to act like it's okay to not be ambitious Please just stop pretending you're worthless You're everything you will ever have in the world don't forget The only one that remembers the time you made your first friend or made mama angry when you were 9 will always be only you Stop acting like you won't be anything because if you keep it up it'll come true Atleast Dorothy had a goal of wanting to come home But here you are clicking your heels together in empty hallways wishing to go somewhere new Be happy, be young, be bold, Be without regret It's okay to be sad Sadness was your biggest best friend But that doesn't mean happiness doesn't exist It's what made you come into this world, be appreciative Go to sleep, study well in school Just stop being the same old self conscious girl Who can never make the first move
NOTE TO SELF STOP ACTING LIKE A LITTLE ***** AND BE HAPPY