, I want more your cradling arms, your pushagainst, small brush in passing that sends a warmth crawling up my neck
as much as I am young & new and pink and yellow just as bright as a daisy! sometimes
I long, too for the softness of longevity like wind on my cheek, you
are almost all light, sometimes, I never expected--
somedays, I'm sure the hue of your skin is all filter, and I am just romanticizing, as always
but the red in your beard is all the harshness in the world, sometimes. and the sound of your laughter fills my head, echoes as if this small room were an abandoned cathedral
and
your voice the first prayer heard in a hundred years.