Dec 2014
june 10, 2014
what was I thinking?
a boy who doesn't care about anything,
could never care about me.
how did I expect him to hold me
as tightly as he did that cigarette?
I'm not a flame that burns out,
and when he realized that,
he smashed me on the ground.
I am not a flame that burns out.
I'll submerge the world before me in flames,
and destroy all of which once existed;
there will be no more remains of you and me
except in my memory, god, please take it away from me*
what was I thinking.
oh, what was I thinking.
(NJ2014) all rights reserved.
what was I thinking?
a boy who doesn't care about anything,
could never care about me.
how did I expect him to hold me
as tightly as he did that cigarette?
I'm not a flame that burns out,
and when he realized that,
he smashed me on the ground.
I am not a flame that burns out.
I'll submerge the world before me in flames,
and destroy all of which once existed;
there will be no more remains of you and me
except in my memory, god, please take it away from me*
what was I thinking.
oh, what was I thinking.
(NJ2014) all rights reserved.
