Today I touched your hands for the first time in months They were cold You said winter was quickly approaching I laughed Because winter is something California doesn't know too well But I do I know the below zero temperatures How we spent those nights huddled together underneath your sheets When your breath was the only thing in the world that could keep me warm I kept my socks on I always did You said it looked silly But you didn't mind I think we fought most when it was chilly outside The weather being both a catalyst for an argument And an excuse for me to spend the night I spent so many with you that I lost track
Today I wondered where the time went And gave up looking when I couldn't find it I thought about how I used to tuck my secrets into your palms For you to keep safe I know you probably still have them Wedged between your knuckles Blue from the weather And the lack of circulation You told me you hated it But the color of your skin when it is cold outside is my favorite Everything about you has always been my favorite
Today I was next to you But tomorrow I wont be And soon enough I will be back on the other side of the country I can't help but hope that you will still think about me When you are stuck in the snow and the wind blows against your flushed cheeks I hope you think about my hands cupping your face And how they would shake Just to be able to hold you there I would risk shivering for your comfort anyday
I never told you this But you are the only warmth I have ever known that doesn't burn at the touch You are the only fireplace that I can lay next to without catching flame You are the only summer that exists even in the middle of a Chicago winter Yours is the only jacket I will ever accept when I forget my own You are my warmth So I am going to keep you close For as long as I possibly I am going to keep you close As long as you want me to, As long as you let me.