Everyone says destroy what destroys you, right so as an angel I spread my wings and take flight they said stay strong and I'm so sorry but I just couldn't go on you wouldn't believe how much blood I've shed the doctor said it would help so they made me take those meds nothing ever worked not for a long time anyway the depression aways lurked I pulled up my sleeve with a little doubt looked down at the shiny blade as it screamed let me out I cut deeper and deeper smiled as the blood showed I started to get weaker I just couldn't refuse the blade is my friend thought I had nothing left to lose this may be hard for you to comprehend please don't cry but this is really the end and this is the key to my heart