i write poetry in fifty seconds or less sometimes the words taste like salt and sometimes like maraschino cherries
i wonder if my blood is red or if it's purple because pain no longer feels like the color red, it feels like numbness, cold unsaturated color. red is diamond and fire and volcano and it doesn't seem fair to call myself eruption. it would be more accurate to say that i'm sand dune and flood and hurricane, something that doesn't burn painfully but slowly sinks into your skin like water until you breathe in what you thought was air, but really it's not oxygen anymore, it's me.