I am literally so concerned for your well being that i cannot sleep at night. I lay awake for the 10 hours i would usually sleep. My body trembles at the thought of you being unhappy with life. I want nothing more than to spend my life with you, except to see you happy, i want that more than anything. I would give you all the oxygen that has flowed through my lungs in the 16 years of my life, just to see you smile and oh dear god i know i want to see you smile. Your smile makes me feel like there actually is a god and i am an atheist. The way my hands fit yours makes me want to believe that the stars shine just for us. I cant even begin to think of a world where you don't exist because it would be a world where my happiness doesn't exist