Spending Kadir Night with a bird’s timid gaze
Waiting for the dawn with the thought of my ungrateful love
Looking at my  wrist with watch never existing
Guessing the time passed since  she left
Keeping the fumes in me
Oh my God I’m coping with
Thinking over  whether  is it easy
to freeze the time or her?
Everything changes
Every single promise
Each profound feeling
Even the doors open
once you cursed never  go up again
but who cares?
Even cures your pain
If you make impossible be loved for ever
If you wanna die instead of live.
Rules’re simple in fact
Shouldn’t wanna her
If you’re longing madly
**** her off coldly
If adore her staying most
Love her  hating rudely
Take  in white and black wine
one glass  at a time
sleep in sweet dreams
with the ghosts  you fear most.
But we’ve never lived before
And never will have future either.
Only present-day exists there
In the depth of beer barrel
in the cigarette-case hidden.