without sleep and nourishment a dark clarity begins to form a recognition that I alone see or at the very least within my social and cultural setting – mindless ninnies scramble to save pennies while increasing both blood pressure and heart attack chances over the almighty need to consume quiet laughter fills my ears ……it comes from inside – angry glares replace blank stares cares flare and claws tear more than an equal share hare hair flies and bare heads screaming gleam in the florescent glow of 75% off Chinese trash – shoving children and trampling the elderly masses of maniacs march in the coldest of temperatures in the darkest of nights during a season branded with thankfulness there can be only one High-Shopper (clever ‘highlander’ joke) – old fashion box televisions give way to LCD hi-def theatre sound home entertainment systems reasonable priced down to just a shade under six thousand dollars a paltry 2 months’ pay to enjoy the privilege and honor of having all of your thoughts fed to you as if you were being spoon fed applesauce in a low income nursing home –