Few lines Inspired by lyrics from Ludo & Imogen Heap.
What’s this? You don’t understand? Let me explain; let me fuel your mind… Let the memories you so quickly shut out turn on the lights. And as you sleep with soundless dreams Do not underestimate me! I will push and shove until I sink through your skin…. grinding against your bones until our marrows mix. As you can see, I was not ready to let go. You didn’t notice? Yet you couldn’t wait to slip through the cracks of us. I was so wrapped up in you, oh so much tighter than your drugs ever were and ever will be. Trying to show you how much higher I could take you. You always liked taking chances, take a chance on me! No? I guess second best is always okay. I guess all my dreams that now sit at the bottom of that stupid tide pool, are there for an eternity of resting. While the shattered pieces of us cut me with every “could have been”.
Have I hit the brain yet? How about the memories? CAN YOU HEAR ME? It’s been a few minutes, it’s a miracle how you haven’t, with your hideous curse of soundless dreams and silent sleeps. Does it worry you, that late at night, when I get lonely I sink into your dreams? LISTEN! You’re always so perfect when you sleep. Please, let me soak a little deeper in. We all have something that digs at us, let me dig at you! Just let me dig too deep and HAVE to stay in this memory. THIS ONE. I found it! You promised to never forget this moment. It’s dusty… You buried it. You hid it, and me, beneath electric clouds and a wasteland of pain. How could you? How dare you? Am I disturbing your slumber? I’m twisting the very wires of your brainwork. I will make you remember if I have to. Don’t tempt me. ****. My new, significant other, has woken up in the bed beside my body. I should get back. Just know I’d rather swim in your worst nightmares then bathe in my most pleasant dreams… just to swim with you. ILoveYou.