She was born and bred in captivity In an oppressive home was where she grew Every night she dreamt about the wild sea Of whispering waves and worlds she never knew Her reality seemed so unreal and wrong She moved in aimless circles like a ghost Trapped in a world where she did not belong Always yearning for her home: the salt-wind coast A parasitic guilt ate at my soul As I looked into her eyes, dying and lost At last I saw the prison of her bowl I scooped her up - into the toilet tossed A gentle flush was all it took to set us free. But guilt came back when sister asked, "Where's Goldie?"