I miss the type of poetry that Stirred fire and beget rage upon me And those who happened to stumble Upon the things I've carelessly Strolled into when the weather got cold. Cigarettes who once kept me warm Now hold stones at my grave And oh they laugh for it is not me they Seek and I envy The next patron over. That is the type of words I miss. I'm sick of that little girl Sneeking her way into my soul Even when it's bright outside And I'm hidden in my own sort of Shadows. I yearn for her to disappear among The midnight movie goers and ****** who just need a little extra cash. If it weren't for the ***** I'd oblige. Alas. She once spoke of me in tongues Known only to me. I think. Pathological lies dont, never have, done well during December parade marches and streets. But that was just me. I miss poetry that doesn't make sense. I miss it and yearn to retrieve it. But she has my head thinking In block formations. I have to get out of this town.