i never knew that i'd one day be hooked on your eyes. the feeling i get leaves me intoxicated and breathless. god, i don't know how someone could be so beautiful. i'd do anything to feel this pain for my entire life. i love you so ******* much it hurts me. it hurts me to know that i lay in the palm of your hand, pondering whether or not you love me back. you say you do and i think i believe you when you say it but there is always that fear. the fear of not being enough. i want to be enough and more. i want you to love me like i love you. these thoughts haven't stopped since july 4th when i saw you for the first time. your ******* eyes, i could drown in them.