The dark alley way Filled with the stench of death Filled with the stench of blood The stench of shooting up with needles Walking through this alley way bouncing around from trash can to trash can Like i'm playing ping pong with my self The tattoo on my back burns my very soul every time i think about it Wait, what was I thinking about again Whatever; I pass out next to my cardboard box , and collection of needles, Those are my hobbies, haunted by the visions of my son, haunted by the visions of my abused wife Where are they? Waking up in this alley way, Its almost as bad being mentally abused, by my own mother my own father Out side I see my brother caught by the cops again But he's no where to be seen, Love is no where in my brain Family is no where near the same My only family are these beer bottles and rats This drug ******* my soul out like bats Face down, half way passed out a light peers down the alley way and it says something to me Father, is that you