Because her heart broke
like the thin stem of a wine glass
6 years ago, and there was
no glue in sight.
Because mending is more
than glue, it's sand in the eyes and
metal wires in teeth.
It's drilling,
cutting of perfect skin.
Self-sabotage & destruction.
Because compassion is not
hunt for sport, you can't
prey on it.
It is so post-modern
to feel so disconnected
from other humans
that it makes you want to
take your life, take your beauty off
this earth. Makes you want to
make them miss you more
than anyone can miss
anything.
Love you more than anyone
can love anything.
Because if no one has
ever loved you in your lifetime,
it might sound nice. No one ever
loves you more than that moment
when they realize they lost
you to yourself.
Be tragic & reckless. Make them lose you
over and over again
like car keys.
When she is in it that deep,
she doesn't see consequences. She won't
be here to pick the mess up.
If emotion is weakness,
my body is a stitching together
of Achilles heels.
Because the reason girls say
they are "fine" when they are not fine,
is that you will call them crazy
at the first sign
& the slightest semblance of an
emotion.
Because she is not yours. She is
barely her own.
Let's raise girls who don't have
a childhood to recover from.
The sadness will
not last forever.
Because she needs to write
her way through it.
Because she never had
her mind, so she can't
lose it.