An opened bottle rests in my hand I never expected you to understand one pill down, but I don't feel a thing I figured there'd at least be a sting 5 pills down, still nothing new maybe I didn't think this through 10 pills later, everything's a blur maybe this is what you'd prefer 20 pills down, there's now nothing to see masked by my mind's treacherous debris 27 total and the bottle rolls to the floor a tear escapes my eye as I whisper "I need more"