For that month of Decembers
I never knew life and I didn't care
Had all I wanted, from nothing to all
Had no feelings, but already soiled
I thought life was great, but never cared
For all the right reasons
The one time I cared
It hurt me a lot
Back to DESPAIR
Had lots of money
Had plenty of friends
Some of them evil
Some of them cared
Life is somewhat strange
We think and we stare
and want to be somewhere
The day is coming
When I'll really care
I now have love
I now have care
I wouldn't trade
For anything out there
Thanks to the LORD
I'll always be there
I've learned a lot
from that
MONTH of DECEMBERS