I'm told I should be thankful
for waking up each day
Grateful for what, that I'm breathing today?
I fall to my knees, begin to pray...
Pray for the day I will be happy, no longer think of you
I thought you loved me, I thought this time it was true
I can't stop the thoughts, they have taken over my mind
This thing, "gratitude", I just cannot find
I try to pretend
I play the game
I don't want you to know that I'm still in such pain
Here I go again, to face the world
Smile on my face, but my head in a twirl
I don't feel grateful, I only feel blue
I'm lost in my head, still missing you