I'm white. I don't know what it's like to have a black son and wonder if he'll get shot on a walk down the block because his skin camouflages him into the night.
I am white. I don't know what it is to fear shots from the gun barrels of the cops hired to protect and serve "us" from "them" thick boots stomping the block--
cops more **** than Trayvon, more **** than Mike, more **** than the pre-teen with a BB gun robbed of his life.
I am white. I don't know how it feels to bleed out in the streets, the fruit of my veins soaking into scorched tar, my still-open eyes seared by the August sun.
I don't know how it feels to lie there, dead, an echo of ancestors dangling from trees, from light poles, sunk into the Tallahatchie with barbed wire and a cotton gin fan.
I am white. Our history is filled with pale devils enslaving races, seizing lands, killing millions--
so if someone's going to get shot, maybe it ought to be one of us.
Just a stream-of-consciousness rant that I needed to get out.