He was my everything... Our memories consisted of so many things. Some bad,Some good I remember when we met I felt so sure I'd love him and I was right. I remember all the things that let to that event. Our snowball fights. Walking beside each other. Laughing together. Staring at each other. I remember when he found out I loved him. I feared he'd leave me. Then when he stayed I only loved him more. I remember the first time we spent apart. I was destroyed. I barely recovered even to this day. Now he is gone for good it seems and It hurts each day he's away. I think of bringing myself pain again. I think of how much life has changed since he left and not for the best. I miss his hugs. I miss his kisses. I miss him saying he loved me. I miss him.Being by my side and making everything feel like it's going to be alright...