Remember when I told you
I'd be your friend no matter what?
That when things go wrong
And if we won't stay strong
I'd surely get mad
But I'd still be you friend
Remember?

Hey do you know how much it hurts?
To love you so deeply
But then the world seems to be against
The idea of you being with me
Or me being with you
Or us
Or no, you

The idea of you having to build your world
Around me
Trying to decode every mystery that I am
As you kiss me on the head
While I'm asleep on your shoulders

It hurts, it hurts
The way you look at me
When tears start to blur
Your almond-shaped eyes
Like a baby
You stare at me
Pleading for care and affection
Understanding
Begging me to stay
In your most silent ways

But

If things shall not go our way,
Would you still be my friend, too?

*sigh