i find myself wondering to your grave
and i think to myself how 16 year olds shouldn't be dead
i sit there and wait for you to meet me even though you are already there
and i take a swig of *****
and that doesn't help
so i smoke four bowls of marijuana
and that doesn't help
so i get in my car with an empty bottle and half a gram
and i find myself going 100 in a 55
and i press down harder as if the ground might shake
and i turn my lights off in the moonlight
and i take my hands off the sterling wheel
and i wake up in my bed
and i remember you're not dead
but that you killed me
and i am