The morning I walked into church Decked out in ripped jeans and an oversized sweater Was the aftermath of the first night I had ever tasted *****. To think I thought I could hide my first binge But as soon as I met my mom My hair unruly and my makeup smeared Mom takes one whiff of me "Were you drinking?" Me, panicked and on the defensive "No, I just overslept." It's funny how we try to hide things That are bleeding all over our hands Tattooed all over our faces The difference is Sometimes people actively choose to ignore it. Like when I was throwing up Thanksgiving dinner I had every tell-tale sign of a bulimic But my family turned a blind eye. Nobody asked me why I locked myself in the bathroom for hours Nobody asked my why I weighed myself 12 times a day Everyone thought it was wonderful I was losing so much weight Over a short period of time. Well I didn't know there was a prize For losing eleven pounds in a week For becoming a sack of rattling bones Stitched together by pockets of fat I was not a person during that time And I thought I was hiding it well But really, People just chose not to see it. How can we pretend these things do not exist? While some people say That they have skeletons in their closet When in reality They left the door open And we chose to walk right past it.