here I am, once again,
in my corner, music in my ears,
and there's everyone around me,
enjoying time with there friends.
maybe for a change,
I don't want to be the person people ignore,
I am like an outsider,
i mean nothing, nothing at all
there is a wall between me and the world
I try to climb it,
I try to break it, or even chip at it,
I try to stop the essence of this wall from torturing me
but I fail, and don't succeed one bit
it hurt at first,
that no one cares
but over time,
you get used to it
but as time goes on,
and nothing changes,
with the loneliness,
the ostracization,
i grow content
maybe they were right,
i am nothing,
nothing but an outsider looking in