With words in a cluster i manage a thought
That thought gets intense
So intense
Then i stop
As quick as i can i shut both eyes and listen
I hear but a tear start to drizzle
and glisten
My mind starts to wonder
I stare at the moon
The thought of this life is like roses
It blooms
With feet on the ground i see shadows behind me
Is that part of me
Does this darkness define me
Will i grow wings or will flames be surrounding
Dark thoughts of my life after death
My heart's pounding
They tell me i'm crazy like they have yet thought this
It keeps me awake for my faith
I have lost it
The sun is now rising
My eyes lower slowly
Consumed by my thoughts
I feel weakened
Unholy