Pretend that when I cry in the middle of the night that I'll be alright. Pretend I'll live on without him. Pretend That I don't constantly dream of him. Pretend that I don't reminisce of he and I kissing passionately in the rain. Pretend I don't lie awake at night thinking of his face. Pretend he didn't break my heart. Pretend he never left.Maybe then I will Pretend.