last night i drank an entire bottle of wine and fell asleep before i could even make it out the door woke up face down in the middle of my room and my clothes are in trashbags, piled in the corner and i’m listening to ella fitzgerald and shes singing about you i swear to god she’s singing about you and i havent watered my plants in a while but the neighbors promised to make it rain once a week and i’m looking up mood ring charts so i can tell you how i feel how should i feel? when i’m leaving you behind