I drip the way condensation does down ice cold beer in a TV commercial when she looks at me. I'm soaking up cardboard coasters, sweating labels off bottles until she wraps her hands around me again, kissing me with those flower petal like lips, drinking me all in.
I know I'm not what she needs but right now I'm what she wants. Not to stroke my own ego but I am a good time, I'll get you to undo that top button even make you laugh and maybe, just maybe I'll even get you to dance but no matter what I promise or what I deliver, I know at the end of the day when the fun is done and the headaches fade, I am poison. And when she's had too much of me I'll make her sick. ***** spit in bathroom sinks because she's too beautiful to have her head in the toilet.
I'm the answer to feeling sad, I'm the easy late night phone call that never goes unanswered but I am not the man she marries, no not at all because as sweet as I taste or as gently as she may kiss my face I am going to disappoint her. The way I have disappointed all the others before her.