I woke up again
Alone in my bed
I'm still here
Ringing in my head
I run to the bathroom
Heave into the bowl
I'm sure I've lost my mind and my soul
Not again! My body screams
Maybe, just maybe, this is a dream?
I stumble back to bed
One thought in my head
The bottle is empty, the pills are gone
I shouldn't be here
Something went wrong
I can't sleep, and I can't stay awake
My body is dieing, my hands start to shake
I have to try harder
Or find another way
I don't want to be alive
Not one more day