Locked in a tower of undivided attention in my mind I hear myself plea in a race for time Im not sure what for just yet But my head is aching and I need to rest Settle down and be at ease Calm the waves of the seas that I see The ones that make me feel heavy The rolling tides that roar over And turn into rivers That flow down my nose As I desperately recover I have tried many times Yet still continue But I fear my boat is sinking And I'm not sure who to turn to