I don't know what to say. I want to take you back, but I don't know if I can justify it. The problem is the same that it has always been. You've always been more willing to care what other people say than what I do. If something can placate someone for a little while, you'll do it even if it hurts me. Often especially if. I don't know what to do...I cannot heal this split so quickly. Which side do I listen to? One says "Take her back. You love her. " The other "She'll only hurt you again." I cannot decide which is right and which is wrong! Curse my dual nature! Why... Why am I so terrible?