the pain of losing you has left me at a lose for words.
How i am making it is a wonder to me.
i hate talking to anyone else about this.
i need you back, but if i forgive its going to take a while to forget and gain the trust back
because of you, i am stronger, yet weaker.
happier, yet sadder
many emotions are felt when i think about this, but sadness is what is what stands out the most.

I am truly sorry.....