I fear the start of this new disaster because I know it'll lead to my broken laughter.Can't you help?Can't you end this massacre before it evolves into my hurricane of tears and the shards of my heart?Can't you stop the wind from blowing evil words into my ears?Can't you stop him my love,
from making me happy as you once did?It seems not.It seems impossible to prevent.That's the worst part of seeing the disaster and knowing it leads to broken laughter all you can do is watch as everything you hold dear falls apart...