I fell a  part when I lost you. We were together for 12 wonderful years and  then the person you most despised made him and I homeless and he had he Gaul to ask me to become his wife. He had no job, he could offer me no  stable life, he disrespected our  faith which we shared in common. He never made attempt to better himself and then he cheats on me behind my back and leaves me in Chicago to die. All our friends said he was a coward because he just left me without saying good bye. He said he was a Christian but believed in cheating behind my back and womanized to on the internet. You tried to tell me to send him back and I am sorry I hurt you and I wish you were here so I could I apologize in person to you.  You were right about him. I am sorry I hurt you.