For weeks, i wonder, i search, i run away, i run
From what? Nobody knows, from who? Nobody but one
For weeks, i have lived with puns for fun
From searching for you, i said "I'm done"

For months, your smile, yours eyes are stapled in me,
The bothersome pain was replaced with your lovely sea.
For months, i swim in thoughts of you, you who had the key,
But what i did not notice is i'm drowning from foot to knee.

I never knew why you had and have me so strong
You occupy my words in every poetry and song
I am your bait, you have hooked every part of me for so long
And i no longer know whether you're fiction, you're real or just wrong.

Please do me a favor, run far away from my mind
My need for you is malignant, you are a strong kind.
My vision is always blurry, without you my vision is blind
Before, i need not search for you, now you are impossible to find.

Your mystery left me shattered from every bone to every cell
Why do i scream your name, why do i constantly yell?
What is it about you, what was your chosen spell?
You make me all ill and well, you make my chest go swell.

For so long a time, my mind should have left you encased underground
I would have forgotten you, you never made a sound
For so long a time, i should've ran forward 'cause you were no longer around
Whether you're a reality or a fiction, you do not want to be found.