So i don't talk to you anymore i am my own; for myself and if i, by any chance, wish to speak i will let my words go in slain; by choice and turn to you, no further today, my destiny singing song of forlorn i shall keep my head up and may sing, happy songs with nightingales of hope, and birds of joy i will be my own shelter I will keep life alive ! And on and on and on, i will dwell like a wise person- and by my own desire, i will have no desire to be, anymore this is the courage of my own freedom- i take pride in my blood i dance in ecstasy of being alive to the moment i swim in passions of my heart's beautiful existence towards a sweet destiny i will go the beloved is most beautiful to the beholder and man sits, like a sadist; regretting of his idle dreams i am angered to see such a waste of life; such purities went in vain yet indifference cannot be met with bowls of honest so i shall go on and on, not to be stopped every tone of this world makes me a dreamer that language is neither understood nor felt it's a world of deaf, with mute voices- my silence be of significance than empty words and i continue to exist, for myself, by myself- in bowls of these ecstatic sweetness !