I fell in love with a boy who was even more broken than I was.
His fake smile and pain filled eyes had me hypnotized.
He couldn’t open up to anyone anymore since countless people had hurt him in the past so, really I barely even knew him.
I was addicted to the way he made me feel and so I spent all my time and energy trying to fix him. It killed me to see him in pain, he was my whole world yet he was barely even existing.
A long few months later he was doing so much better, he was finally happy.
And then he left me.
I fixed him and so he didn’t need me around anymore.
After that, I was so much more broken than he ever was.