Are you a weapon Or a rose I can hardly tell If only I could hold it in my fist Or contemplate the smell This is hell This is hell I'm certain I have fallen I try to learn all of my lessons & suddenly forget how I was taught them My chest This chest Please give it a rest now Here i choke on your petals And slowly digest how My mouth saved the flavor Of every thorn You should come with a warning "beware of her sword" I've been warned This is war On all of my breaths I'm a wreck for every freckle That lives on your chest But you're a threat You're a threat now & I'm just left to guess Where the next arrows stabs And I'm not left with much flesh I digress I digress E v e r y message Through all of the silence I loudly suppress all my questions With the heaviest of sighs & at night when I'm sleeping You creep deep behind my eyes & when I wake up I'm shaken I'm still learning how to take this I built this image of you out of shapes & I take them I shoot them Straight to the sky Sweet Queen of this torture Sweet Queen of my time