I should have remembered
Everything is now my fault
The tears that are shred
Voices that are cracked
Bitterness is not what I feel
Guilt strikes me from above and below
Nowhere to run not that I want to anyway
My legs won't move, just like the rest
I have lost something too
Something that had a position in my heart
I have done a sinful thing
My greed for it to come back  
Yet it was my fault this was the outcome