today i write,
letters to you
because,
i really miss you

i know i told you
that i dont write letters
because of my past
but i will today
just for you

so here we go
this is a letter,
from me,
to you

dear friend
i know things are hard
and your trying to understand
what im trying to say
and i know its ******* you too

i know what your thinking
as least i have a good guess
that if im writing letters
my life must be a mess

but right now,
i cant be honest with you
i cant tell the truth
i cant stay true

i care about you
and i know about me,
you feel the same
so when i die,
i dont want you to take the blame

so that is my letter
i know its short and quick
painfull even
but that was how my life was
i will always remember you

sincerely, me