I just can't do it, I can't face the pain. I've lost everything and I can't find a gain. Tell me I'm wrong, Tell me you're right, But I know that I can't... I can't live a lie.
I've spent so much time trying to keep it inside, But it's harder to hide from yourself. I can't make this up, it's just too much to bear, If I could I'd go back and change it But I can't.
So tell me I'm evil, tell me I'm a mistake, Because you're right But only in your eyes.
I'm not saying to believe me, but please hear me out I can't live with your standards if I can't live with myself. Let's make this clear, I'm not a freak or a creep, I'm just me. And I can't live a lie.